Adulthood shits!

When we're young, live with our parents, going to school, learning, have one's own room or sharing it with bro or sis, we're pissed off we don't have our roghts to decide about ourselves!

Yeah, I was pissed off that I can't go out late when I want, with who I want! I was dreaming about the day I'm 18 or 20 and move somewhere else where I will be finally free!

Freedom was forbidden, was desireable...

Now I'm 20 and more.

I have my freedom. Am I happy?

Sometimes.

Making our minds up everyday don't look so wonderful as it seemed to be previously.

It's hard to play with adults' toys in this world which seemd to be deprive of many worthies I heard about before...

Try to find your place where you want to stay and protect it as gold.
Start building a strong relationship and do all you can to fight for it.
Wake up every single day, look at the mirror and see the smile, hoping it's not a mask... but a real smile.

Adulthood shits! There are so many problems we have to face. We can't say that we can't. We must. No matter what happen in our life, we have to sew ourself into one piece and go forward. Always. Till the end.
We can cry, we can shout, we can cut, because of pain we get, but still have to find a reason to live. The reason to smile...

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“I am able to…”

I am able to give you a pain,

that's all what I can

I am able to make you sad,

that's all when you make me mad

I am able to make whole world blue,

that's all because of it's low value

When you look at the people

all in rush, all chasing cash

all playin' in fairless games

they don't know each other names

The same sick aim common

among young neo-men

is how to become famous,

rich, wise, beautiful

how to win this game

overcome competitors

but

how to show them all

to stop, to take deep breathe,

to look behind and try to answer

if they are really happy, is this

really it what they want to achieve...

They don't remember

what is the real meaning of the word

LOVE...

or rather ask: do they know what love is exactly?

Kill me, don't want to live in such world

full of such people who look at me thinking

how to push me down and take my place

no matter I have no position,

no cash, no famous name

Just awareness which they are deprive of

for their own wish...

How good is to be a stone in this world...

No feelings, no pain, nothing...

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